Sorry I haven't written in here for awhile. I have a live journal now, so Its great being able to write out what I feel on the internet. It's kinda weird at the same time, cause people are reading MY diary, but oh well.I don't really mind...cause they don't know me, and I don't know them, so blah. Well, in the meantime I'm gonna look for some lyrics for songs. Smell ya all later ~She's over bored, self assured, oh no, I know a dirty word...~ ~Claudia

God, I had the shittiest day ever today. How come I ALWAYS get the shitty days? Fuck, i left my artbook at school, so I can't draw the way I feel. I feel like shit. Cause I am shit. Life is shit. FUCK LIFE!! why can't I die? Im sufffering, might as well go. The future is not ours to see, but it is ours to end.

that last post there was just a song of what was on my mind.. I do that alot. Now if only I can find a beat to make it into a song..

My heart beats againest your mind/ when does love actually find/ a way into your soul??/ You want love, but no way to pass/ slowly i fade into time, no longer around/ catch me, i want you/ but love has made its way to hate/ and i'm dead.

WHAT!!???