*do you think it hurts much to die? it's hurting so much more to stay alive*

*remember tonight, it just might last you the rest of your life, and all those time i said i love you, those weren't lies* *i get lost in your eyes*

when i sit alone i think of what you said. "better off just friends", i'm better off just dead... and the hardest thing i do is wake up with out you.

*I'm disgusted by repetition, I accept this curse of friendship.* *Show how you hurt me and hopefully you see, you have the power to destroy my will to live.* *Oh dear God, I don't feel alive.*