When this began I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused And I live it all out to find But I'm not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me But all that they can see the words revealed Is the only real thing that i got left to feel Nothing to lose Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel What I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long Erase all the pain till it's gone I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face I was confused Look at everywhere only to find It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind So what am I? What do I have but negativity? 'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me Nothing to lose Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel What I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long Erase all the pain till it's gone I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong I will never know myself until I do this on my own 'Cause I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away I'll find myself today I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong