im having such a terrible moment! i miss everyone i love... i lost them all!! everyone all within the last 3 weeks. and i just wanna cry now...

hey, your journal topic really caught my attention. im not really into old school punk and definitely not a so called "punker" i just plainly enjoy my own choice of music for what its worth. im big on lyrical content or different beats for different moods. ive gone through some real shit in my life too. in the last three weeks my life has mad a complete 180 and i ended up kicked out over my nonconformity and ability to question authority without fear. no matter how bad shit gets take it for what you can cause believe me ... it could get worse!! im lucky im not locked up yet. but im not one to go down until ive had my last fighting breath. itll be better in the end, or at least at the big 18th birthday. ah how i long to be an official legal adult! 405 days left till freedom bells ring for me. shit im counting the hours!! (9,730 and 5 mins) keep your head up, dont let anyone change you, and DO NOT give anyone the satisfaction that "they broke you"! EVER!just remember that youll get your glory in the end! good luck