wassup? i'm just chillin right now in my hood ;0) my mom just left today yay :D me and my friend went to check out the waves today..they haven't been any good recently and it sucks because i want to go surfing but i can't if there arent any waves :0( my friend got into some trouble..i hate trouble. it sucks. i feel like taking a shower..i guess its the closest i'll get to some water around here seeing as the beach isnt fun without the waves but a shower has no waves either...too bad. guess i can't win either way ~*~ well i think i'm going to be going now...nothing really to say. i want something to drink hah ;-D heh....later*!~*

hey guys..i know nobody reads this but i like writing in it anyway cuz once i write things down i don't think about them as much and god knows i think too much. I guess i can be the only one who reads it...yipee! so the past couple nights i've been up to no good. it was fun though :) except for getting a lil sick last night but then i was back on my feet until i passed out..a couple nights ago me and my friend got into a fight..i'm glad we did though it opened up my eyes and now i have a totally different perspective. apparently i was cramping her style by trying to be like her. i never noticed it but i guess if i really think about it then it coulda been like that but the conversation made me really enjoy wanting to be different and being my own person which would be totally better than being anyone else. after all i am melissa so thats how i should be. i should be melissa. and i should rock at it ;-) haha....well i'm breakin' out...later*!*!*!

today was another day...of course but what can i say? i'm regaining a friendship with an ex which makes me happy. I enjoy being around this person and getting to know them again. I'm glad that i can write journal entries on here. I never knew this before or else I'm sure i would have joined this group earlier. I'm not too sure about my status with my 2 best friends right now...things don't always work out very well. But I can get through whatever happens and I'll just be a better person in the end, which is what i want to begin with. ....later...Melissa