alan , alan, black hair, tatoos, far away.... maybe you're right there - within reach but i'm not supposed to want you, your the one the one that made my heart blue... lonely nights i cry because of you--- taking me away and showing me what i needed... you opened a door to everything i've been scared to be. show me again, show me more. would you still care that it's 5am and i need you? i'm so fucking sick of looking for you but i could never get sick of looking at you alan, i go crazy a thousand times wanting nothing more -only an hour of looking in your eyes and i'd be intoxicated for my eternity let me go, let me be i'd hold you if only time and space permitted i've lost myself in giving up on you...alan i've lost myself let me know when you find me

this is fucking dope