i cant see anything. everyone's moving so fast and im getting ran into. cant even decide where to go...not that i want to go anywhere. but it feels weird just standing here when everybody else is moving so frantically around me. its as if they're in a hurry to leave...or maybe they're running away. from what, i dont know. i looked behind me once and realized two days have passed. yet when i look ahead of me, the end of today never comes into focus. when i try to sit and wait for the commotion to die down, i end up sitting for weeks on end. then i get bored and sleep - hoping when i wake up it will all be clear and everyone will be relaxed. unfortunately, i wake and see that not only have they not stopped bustling...but now there are more people, and they're moving faster. i try to identify faces every one in a while. its harder than it sounds tho, considering there are what seems like millions of people...and they're all moving about 120 mph in different directions. i havent given up. but im starting to get hopeless. because now not only can i not see. but its getting darker.