alright so... this weekend Clay is gone... he's in Portland for a soccer tournament... just knowing that he's gone makes me feel empty... i am so bored... and too make things worse Sarah and Clare are gone until the 25th in LA, NY, and DC... RARness to the extreme... i cant wait until Tuesday when Clay gets back... our last night together before he left was very... short. we hardly talked... i wanna be with him so much right now... i miss him so much it hurts... :( the onlt thing that seems to get me through this time is to hear Chris' voice in 'Hands Down' and listen to a bunch of other Dashboard Confessional songs... *sigh*... love and hugs :: **A**

alright so, me and Clay have being going out for a week, but we've known each other for about three weeks... do you think its too early to love him? i mean, i have such strong feelings for him but i dont know if its too early to tell him how i feel. we both know that we like each other alot, so... is it too early for love? love and hugs :: **A**