since this website has been down for the past few weeks i've found a new journal...it's not as good as this one but i feel like i cant neglect it...since it didnt neglect me like you did song meanings...im truly sorry for this...i hope you forgive me.

well...let me tell you...i was way too busy/tired by the end of the day to update...but i will fill myself in on the days events...day 2 consisted of the degrassi marathon and fireworks(almost lighting the house on fire)..day 3= hellfest...it was much better than i expected it to be...it might have even convinced me to go next year. you come home today...i hope you get home earlier than i expect...i'd love to see you asap...the 3 full days of loneliness was ok...i learned how to cope...but now im ready to socialize...oh and on top of all this...the horoscopes are good...which means nothing really...but it's something i can add to the list of great things on this already perfect day. dont say you're sorry because sorry means something is wrong...and believe me...nothing is wrong.

im still getting by...quite nicely actually...im still missing you...alot....but there's nothing i can do but live...might aswell enjoy this thing called living too...so i played golf today...and im not too bad...good job sam...keep up the good work...he'll come home soon enough(i love you).

tonight the sky was clear just for us...im going to talk to my little star hoping that you're doing the same...goodnight.