I don't know where this entry is goin. It's the first though. Been writing lyrics lately. Don't have much to do this summer but sit in my room listening to depressing songs about life's heartaches. I do go running at night sometimes though. The warm summer air forms beads of sweat on my forehead. I run until my lungs choke and my veins pump battery acid. It makes me feel better. When I used to be angry at them I'd just hit something. Now after I've been down in my room listening to the muffled screams above me I just go out and run. Just run.