blah blah yada yada yada. so katryna was at the game w/ byron and krystal. holy shit, everytime i heard her laugh or talk or something i wanted to just punch her in the face as hard as i could. i was so angry becuz of the email she sent me about, oh nevermind. but yes.. she just makes me really edgy. i was so fucking mad you should've seen how i played during the game. frightning. anyhow though last night i had a soccer game in which we won. then i had a basketball practise it was pretty funny becuz i accidently scratched nat when i was guarding her and she's all like "jesss!" and i say, "well krystal will kiss it better for you." hahaha. she turned so red, it was so funny. well today i have a practise and i am probably going to mr.crowe's musical. a midsummer night's fever. he's staring in it to it should be pretty good. on friday there is a ska concert at the west end which i want to go to. maybe w/ janessa, and she is gonna probably spike my hair up. -grin- heh. it's weird... i've been pretending everything is good lately so it has been going good. becuz i'm just thinking pyschologically that the pills are working but for real i don't really know if they are or not. heh whatever..... i have to go to english class now, grrr. then afterwards sharayah's coming over and we are practising 'i love you' by sarah mclaughclan for the taltens show. fun times. sharayah's one funny girl. :)

holy shit. i wanted to punch her. fuck i really did. every time i heard her laugh w/ natalie i jus wanted to... kill her. especially that email she sent me. during the game i was jus glaring the whole time... the other team got to see the wrath of jessica. haha. too bad for them. i feel like running away. maybe i will. maybe i'll find her, in new york. goodbye cruel world?

basketball game on sunday, ex-girlfriend and her boyfriend going. oh yay. i can't wait, look this is me being sarcastic. heh. i'll live. i just won't look at her. but it will be hard not to talk to natalie. we'll see.