I dunno. I might be... A lot happened this week. A friend of mine and I arent talking anymore, cuz i got pissed that she kept claiming she loved me, and due to my stupidity i went off on her, saying she dint mean it. I just dint appreciate how she always threw it around to make things better for herself, hoping it would appease ppl. I tried apologizing, but she has yet to reply to my attempts. Oh well, no skin offa my back. It was only a matter of time before i lost another friend, so its not very surprising. Fuck me.... This led me to stop lying to myself, cuz i thought for once i might have had a real friend. Nope, no friends for EJ, cuz a friend would wanna talk about our differences and try to work things out so things could be the same again. *Another "friend" you wont miss anyhow* , eh? Alas... In other news, Les Mis is finally over! YAY! Sure im gonna miss a lot of the ppl in it, and the show, but i wasnt quite as attached as the actual drama kids. Back to my normal dorky band life, heh. I can only pray that things dont change and I remain top spot for Drum Major next year. To be able to accomplish that would be a dream come true. Now i can go back to my regular schedule, which means I probly wont be seeing too much of my crush anymore. I can make the best of it though and try to stay friends w/ her, spending as much time as possible w/ her without getting annoying. Life has gotten complicated lately, but nothing I cant handle. Later Dayz. * And they never said there'd be days like these...*- LTJ

There is no way LTJ can get any cooler than they already are, is wut i thot as they prepped to play their show Thursday night. They proved me wrong. Every time I see them they get better and better. Great songs like "All My best Friends are Metalheads" and "Very Own Flag" keep them alive. Unfortunately it wasnt their tour (damn GC and NFG!!!) and they couldnt play longer, but their hour of playing was good enuff for me. Then Friday and Satuday night I had to do Les Miserables again. I cant get over how much weve done for this play and how good it turned out. After Sat's performance, a bunch of us went to IHOP and chilled. Its been awhile since ive been able to get together w/ the 'group', and it was nice. We end Les Mis next weekend. Its gonna be hard to see it end, but all will be fine. Tonite is the MXPX Battle of the Bands. Im going, but I probly wont make it to the MXPX show 2morrow. Heh, not like im missing any important band neways. -Do you think its strange, that there's a way, of how you look how you act and how you think, pretending they're the same as you?- LTJ Later Dayz, EJ