Song of the Day: The Cure 'Close to Me' @#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$% so yeah recentaly i have been feeling a little thing to 'ball it up'...damM someone shot me now...he is pretty cute but im not sure if im ready to be a 'basketball groupie'...i mean its just not my thing...yay lakers and all but im not too sure if im ready to take one for the team...cassie and J9 seem to think i can do it, but what if they retaliate and i end up screwed...hmm and i mean its not like im cool enough to even think i can make the team....damm what do they got that i dont? im hot right?...i can slam...sorta...ok not even...but whatever...i'm trying...maybe if i lay off the 80's clothing ill get scouted for the team...ANYWAYS!, tonight im going to the play at school...yeah i know i get even cooler as the mins go by....but the play should be quality, and ill see my fellow thespians...well ill see my friends...then tomorrow i made plans to go to the hub with dasha...im looking forward to that...hopefully no one biAtches out....so far my weekend looks good...but i always say im gonna get out and i never do...i sit at home and watch my dog lick his $%&# which really gets boring after awhile cause he started to drowl and i get really unhappy...ahhH im an idiot..k i NEED to get out this weekend....my cage is getting dirty and i have ran out of cd's to keep me going...maybe ill stop at BiONIC...OkAy...im done...the end.... @#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$%&*@#$% ***Take That*** .::%BaM PoWWW%::. I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish I'd stayed asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Just try to see in the dark Just try to make it work To feel the fear before you're here I make the shapes come much too close I pull my eyes out Hold my breath And wait until I shake...

I want a lover i dont have to love...i want a boy whose so drunk he doesnt talk...