i hate boys. theyre so immature sometimes. its lame how they try to act like they're pro at everything when they're not. its whack how they never seem to care. i hate it when they say something and they go back on it. they suck at keeping promises and secrets. they're good at hurting girls. they're good at talking shit about people. they're good at being bad and getting away with it. i hate boys.

i ditched 6th period to be with my ex-boyfriend. he says he likes me but i kind of doubt it cause he broke my heart for his last girlfriend. im just worried that he might be using me and just break my heart again. he did say he dropped everything with her because he thought he'd be happier with me. he says hes been wanting to spend time with me but ive been out with friends, so now he thinks i dont need him. i went out because he wasnt there for me anymore and i just wanted to get my mind off of him, but i always think of him anyways. he also said hes jaded and he wants to be single for a while. i dont know what to believe anymore. i checked out his info and it said, 'cross my heart, hope to die i swear i won't say what happened that night so starting today things are gonna be all right your best you tried, and yeah you did fine no better than fine, perfect in my mind in fact, i wish your heart was mine' some lyrics from cross my heart by the rocket summer. i wonder if its for me.