My old best friend ((gary)) and i stoped being friends when his girlfriend ((kayleigh)) couldnt handle him being so close with a girl. Bull crap, huh? So dumb on both their parts. I miss that kid tho. So i had a brillant idea! I thought to myself, 'self.. If you and her can be friends.. then maybe gary and u can be!'... NOPE! She said she doesnt want us to be friends because I can "make him happier" then she could. But she also said gary still picks up my little brother everyday to school in the morning to keep at the least one connection with me. ((i go to a diffrent school then they do))... Tomorrow morning.................... I'm going to answer the door when he rings that doorbell. ::evil laugh to self:: I think shes pathetic for being so insecure... but maybe I am because I can't let go. I never wanted to be the loser in this fight, but maybe thats the unavoidable? I never even wanted to fight tho. :\ the only thing worse then losing is quitting i have been told. wish me luck? song of the day: Brand new "seventy times 7" So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there's ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield Is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let's end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say "best friends" means friends forever

If I could make a sound track of my life one of the tracks would have to be What a wonderful puddle by Braid. ..yeah.. mos def.. goodnight