Lit the Fire of Interest, Burning from the Inside... A Fire filling the loneliness - with loving from my thoughts... And as the Fire grows darker the world around us disappears, And we are trapped in a cage of ice. That cant be broken by Anyone Just ourselves,but what we need to break it is the fire that's lit by anyone.

...so today was somehow a great day...i didnt really do anything at school just went to one lesson and then took 4 Lunch breaks...that was fun...and I met some new pupils,I like them so much,it's kinda funny talking to them,cause its not my own language but thats alright...so see anyone who reads this later...I'll be doing something else on this great sunny day...

So I feel like writing again.Just had another hour of boring school.... ...so Im listening to Boysetsfire write now.Great Band I think. "Protest is Patriotism" how true!?! (Im listening to Handful of Redemption if anybody does care)... ...Im feeling kinda strange sitting here so far away from my home,but its a good feeling though...I wish I never had to go back,but I think I said that already... --------------------to be continued----------------------

So i guess i should use this feature,too. I'm actually in the USA for about the next 10 days, I know some of you might think I'm a fool,but I really enjoy my trip up to now.... ...I actually dont want to go back,cause I'll meet all the sick people at my school and in my city...but I guess i gotta get through it anyway... I think I'll be different after going back to germany, I like the people here so much.It'll get pretty hard to leave,but I just got to let go.It's not like I wont seem them ever again,though.I think I'll probably go to the USA when I'm done with school... but enough of being in this melancholy mood,I got to enjoy my last days...and then pick up my own life in germany again,which now feels like living the dead for my whole future life...Well...I got to go... So Bye to everyone who will ever read this...