I think what i really want...is just simply for you to hurt too. I think to myself as selfish as it may seem that how can anyone do this to ME! why would anyone do this to ME??? you know the girl who every guy wants and loves and who the hell does this chump think he is cheating on ME>>>> HUH!??????????????? WHy??????? LOOK WHO YOU HAVE ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!! JUST FUCKING LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY THE HELL DO U NEED ANOTHER GIRL SPECIALLY THAT FUCKING MEGAN BLAKE WHNE U HAVE ME??? GOD DAMNIT WILL SOMEONE JUST PLEASE FUCKING EXPLAIN TO ME WHY?????

Geoffrey: I am so sorry for being the way i am. I know i am probabley pushing you away with how i act. i cant help it. i guess i am just a mean person. Im so afraid of losing you i cant take it anymore. I think when your with other girls youll see how cool they are and wish i was like that and not so retarded all the time. Sometimes i think you stay with me just because you dont want anyone else to be with me...why else would anyone stay with a person like me.But dont worry, i think that too sometimes. But i never used to be this mean. It might be just because i know i can be and you wont do anyting about it. or because i hate you deep inside. For as much as i love you, there is an equal amount of dislike. I cant go a day without thinking about what youve done. and i hate you for making each and every day miserable for me. Even though this happened a while ago, the feeling is just the same. And when we fight all that anger just vents out but its never ending. its always there. Its never finished.

im so mad at geoffrey hes so gay. full of bullshit all the time

Gonna make my move Gonna make it stay Gonna make it last Nevermind the past Living for today Gonna take my chance Gonna rock and dance Gonna hit the ground With a brand new sound Looking for romance

But I'm shakin' at your touch I like you way too much My baby I'm afraid I'm falling for you

now that i love you so much, and it’s right there for all to see. why don’t you let me hold you and dream of the things that should not be? haha haha you’re so damn intelligent; i can’t stand the way it hurts ‘cause i’ll never be worth quite what you’re worth. i studied the words you wrote down and picked them apart to check your style, and as i was doing all this you never forget to hide your smile. haha haha i wonder if my heart will fade or if this is the one ‘cause i don’t think i’ll find a better one. it all comes crashing down (lalala) when my secret flies. (lala) back to loneliness. why?

A brand new night With the same old stars

Im the biggest jack johnson fan ever! i LOVE him soo much! i just got his new CD on and on yesterday! its the greatest!