today was silly. nyvall's grandma died tuesday night :( so we haev a sub yesterday(thursday) and today. friday it's mr. sommer. whee-bang. he needs to get laid. . so how about those spanish girls, huh? yeah. lunch. a small 'altercation' resulting in judy owing tommy a twix and not much more than that. gave libby my sweatshirttt and she was nice enough to take it home til tonight. then work. work no fun today. chuck sick. chuck no fun today. then waited. and waited. and took a risk. left for my girlfriend's house before my parents got home. at like 10:45. it as nice, like always. :). i'm out of money though. haha. just got home from there. almost forgot my phone. made the driver turn around and bring me back. when i walked in libby was trying to sabotage the welcome note! hm. oh well. i love her anyway. so im getting ready to wake my mom (who [very luckily] didn't check my room last night when she got home) because it's Ms. Pymm's last day :( and mother said she'd take thomas and me to get donuts and have a partay. oh i shall miss her. i guess i'll visit her at her diner alot. the diner where she lies about her hours, ha. so yeah. i've been listening to a lot of alkaline trio lately. actually tonight. but lately. mostly queen of pain, fuck you aurora, and she took him to the lake. great songs. never really realized til not long ago. i knew queen of pain was. but thats it. so. i leave you now with this thought. Penelopy Rcm (5:49:56 AM): yuo brush you teeth and wash your face with POOP!

mmtoday was a boring day for the most part. i went to libby's at around 1:30 after my mom got home from el aeropuerto. alas. i disobeyed directions and caused her phone to die. so she didn't awake. so i threw rocks at her window for a while. then gave up. i missed her so much. i was looking forward to seeing her very much. so then school. she thought i was mad. the silly girl. not mad. only loveful. nevermad. so then she wrote me this nice note :) and oh gosh i feel so much for her. then work. then shoprite with johanna to get fruit by the foot, gushers, orange creme soda, and carrots (for my mom). now im home. and i want to talk to the beautiful ms. libby! but she is away. with a funny message. it said "sex". tehe! whee. i sure hope i see her tonight if i didn't i'd probably cry because on monday we only got a little time alone, and i havent smept at her house since sunday night. im libbyfiending. only one way to quench my libbythirst. with. libbytime! libbylibby

today was a good day. saw my libby in the morning. for about five hours. oh how i love sneaking around. came home. oversmept. so did ms. libby. school. sucks. doesnt matter anymore. then home. forgot my cd player. then off to work quick. worked. preoccupied with my girlfriend as usual. now for my rant. :) libby. liz. lizzy. morgan. lizzy morgan. blah. names. wah. anyway. i love you. so much. i wish you could understand. everything i've never felt i was i feel i am when im with you. i wish you all the best. i wish we had more time. together. theres never any time. four hours almost every morning. is so nice. but i crave. more. i crave. i'm less and less scared of losing you every day. i just hope im not wrong. and i dont like other girls. dont want other girls. please believe me. no need to be jealous. you mean so much to me. you're perfect in my eyes. i'm useless without you. don't know where i'd be now. don't want to know. without you. words i hope to never use. you have a power over me. incredibly-emo relationships rock. you rock. we rock. i can't wait til you're completely happy. home and life and everything. that will make me truly happy. don't get me wrong. you do make me truly happy. but. it'd take me to a whole new level. if you were truly happy. you are with me, i believe that. but i hope you will be with everything. you're beautiful. deserve only the best. marry me.

just got the lyrics for in your shadow. best song EVER. after so long of trying to understand half the words. i love you, songmeanings. not sure when it came back up. but just found out about a week ago. i love you.