just got back from chicago this night. what a great time that was. i got drunk, and without my knowledge, puked everywhere. all in all, it was a great time...its 3:01 a.m., so i need to go to sleep...things with meredith arent anything at all. im not going to worry, im just going to be happy. she can make her decisions anyway she wants to. its her life and happiness that is ultimately affected, not mine. i know that i have done nothing wrong, and she knows it too. well, maybe i will write later, but for now, i need some sleep. ahhhhh *yawn* -goodnight