ok, this is entirely too weird. the other night when i was all depressed about not being involved in dance this year, i came onto song meanings to see the latest journal entries and get my mind off of it. and then i saw finchguy's post "movies, sleep, and...ballet?" and i was thinking, "i can't escape it." and then i came on today, and i was thinking, "ok, there's no way the journal entries up right now are going to have anything to do with dance, and it will be ok." and then the first journal entry listed was by finchguy, author of the aforementioned entry. ok, maybe it's not that weird, but at the time it seemed like it was. especially since i was surprised to see a post that had the word ballet in it in the first place because that had been on my mind already...and the other reason it's weird is that i've been listening to the finch cd nonstop lately...

current music: finch - three simple words (that's kinda funny...the music for my first two entries was flinch and finch) maybe it's just because it's always a little emotional when things come to an end, but when it gets to be the last day of the school year, i start thinking things like, "you know, this work really isn't so bad..." but i know that i wouldn't rather be in school. i guess it's just a little depressing to me because i know that something that has been in my life for 9 months isn't going to be there anymore, even if it is school. but it's definitely not as bad as it was in high school (as far as the being depressed part) which i guess is a bad thing in itself because this year the classes weren't fun enough for it to be that sad that they're over. from my experience so far it seems like the teacher/student connections just don't happen like they did at my high school. and i'm sure it's different at different colleges, but since you only spend half of a year in all of your classes you don't have the time to get to really know people. and the class environment just isn't as fun as it was...for the most part anyway. lately i've just been missing a lot of things about high school. the atmosphere around here is already different than it was the first semester, and i don't really like it. it's like in the beginning we were all getting to know each other and everything was new and fun and different and now everyone has kind of settled in...