righty... went to worky today an got paid! yehy!! real cool spec as i had been shoppin an blown all my money earlier in the day!! andrew is so obseesed with me :) he wouldnt shut up about me to megan :) hehehe he makes me feel so special i love him!!! erm,, ohh i bought fishies today!! theyre great!! also out one in me mammys bowl.. see how long it take to notcie!! and i also finnaly got my new sofa so i gotta make them cushions!!! hope for good weather tomoro... pool party!!!

righty ho... i really wanna keep a journal but fed up of it being found in my bottom drawer at home.. online seems safer... so so im fairly happy now witcxh is a surprize, andrews birthday but he took iot pretty damn well!! im proud of him :) cant wait to see him tomoro. he really is special. saw rich today was scary and made me start to think back to the old days... i do sometimes feel like going back there but i realise i have to much to threw it all away.