I just lost my two best friends one of which I'm in love with. They're dating and I let my love for her get in the way of my friendship with him. Now they both are angry with me and I think I've lost them as friends completely... even if I haven't it'll never be the same relationship between us. I wish I hadn't acted so stupidly. I let my heart control my life, and I think my heart has shit for brains.