I usually dont write things to post online for the world to see, but I guess this site kinda keeps it discrete, dont have to worry about you knowing who the man behind the name is. There are times I feel like there is so much pressure to be a certain way just to conversate with people. Im pretty accepting of the way people are and generally dont like to put people down for how they are, but it seems like that isnt always returned. And its easy to think i should just write them off as that type of asshole and let it go, but they got their own mind and their own perspective too, so I feel like they're wavelength is just as valid as mine. Maybe they believe that they are on some other shit above everyone else and therefore have the right to act in the manner they do. All of this I would easily side step and be done with if not for the girl. The girl is the only thing that makes me think I should stay in the bullshit, for you dont find many keepers on the sideline.