diet was a disaster...i got so hungry yesterday, i ate chinese food! and today i had cupcakes and chocolate covered strawberries..i'm so ashamed

happy april fools day. since i'm so damn fat, i'm going to go on a little fasting diet. don't worry i'm not going anorexic, i've seen pictures, scary. i was suppose to start yesterday, but i didn't, so i started today. so far so good. cept i had yogurt, but i'm short so i need my calcium. my friend is on the diet too. we call eachother whenever we get hungry, or tempted to eat something.well enough about diets, i found out today my teacher thinks i'm suicidal!!! she's crazy, but i figure i mess with her head and make her think i am a real kid with lots of problems. she'll probably make me see a psychologist. then i'll lie to the psychologist and she'll think i'm a compulsive liar. well thats i got to say for today, peace homies

my sad attempt to stay up all night was very unsuccessful..i fell asleep around 2 and didn't wake up until 1 in the afternoon. maybe next time i should try this during the summer when i don't have school. i've been un a diet for about 2 weeks, and i don't even know if its working because i don't have a scale. the torture of trying to look good, why do i even bother?

i'm not very good at keeping journals, but i'll attempt to update this as much as i can. i guess i should introduce myself since this is my first journal entry. i am 16 years old, a pisces:). i can't really say i have one favorite band, but incubus and get up kids are definitley high on my list. i love watching movies. some of my favorites are donnie darko, american history x, fight club, reservoir dogs and so so many more. i guess if i had to pick one word to describe me physically it would be short, and personality it would be a loser. i am not very good at talking about myself. if you were to ask my few friends what i was like, a majority of them would say strange, weird, or something like that. but that's just their opinions, i find myself quite normal. i've had 2 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours and i'm gonna see if i can stay up all night tonight with movies to keep me awake...and well there isn't much about me or my life thats interesting so i guess i'll just end this now