music really is the only thing that keeps me from going insane. at school, i am so frusterated bc so often i really feel the need to just be a lone for a few hours or so and i feel like i never have the time or a place to go.. i am really happy with my roomate selection, but in all honesltly, i just need some time to myself. i feel like i am always looking 20 steps ahead to the next thing in life. like all throughout high school, i couldnt wait to get to college bc i thought it would be so different, but now that i am in college, i am seeing it is the same shit over and over again. so i dont kno, i just need to find people that have a little more substance to them