There's no way I could ask Ryan out. I like KJ too much. I cannot wait until Friday, my mom's taking me and KJ to the mall in Buckland to go to Hot Topic. I really need a new shirt, badly. And I'm looking so foward to gaining back my old friendship with him. We kinda lost it after the French feild trip. It feels dead to me right now, but hopfully Friday will turn everything around.

i might ask someone out tonight. i danced with the kid at the dance on friday when i was helping to guard the bands stuff. (we're all offical ROADUMs) Ryan's the head roadum and him and KJ were joking around all night. i just found myself watching them joke the whole time. i love KJ, he's the best friend i've ever had. and Ryan is just so funny, cute and sweet. he's a good person to be around.