from the day i met you, i knew we'd always be together. That's why it hurts so much to see you drifting away from me. When I asked you out, you said you coudn't be the perfect girlfriend for me, and thats what I deserved, but that we both knew one day we'd get married. The most gentle a letdown can get, but for some reason i couldnt take it. Something forced me off the edge that i had already came too close to. Maybe it was my friend, who made his life come to an end. I was sad, I found life fragile, and I didnt want to brake it. When it came time for the dance, I feared rejection had a chance, and I'll admit I was a bitch so that chance, I didnt take it. A couple weeks now have passed by, send you a message saying, "hi." I attach my apology and leave you there with time to think. Now it seems everythings fine, but still it feels like you're not mine. The music and the meds help all my emotions sink. So then one night I explode, I keep on talking, I don't know why I feel like I need to hurt you just to make myself feel good. You say three times i've made u cry, then, as we both say goodbye, i feel something inside me die, i didnt treat you like I should. You were the best thing in my life, soon we'll be moving away. Before college comes around, there's things I need to say. I never stopped caring for you. You're still my best friend. No matter where the future takes you, I'm with you till the end.