well today is a gloomy day. yesterday was the f*n concert and guess what?!?! i didnt get to go. i was so pissed. i was in my room all day and just was all sad. i really wanted to go and the only thing that sorta cheered me up was that sara was going to get me a f*n shirt they made. so that helped. other than that im just getting ready for new orleans, today is easter and oscars b-day. then prom is coming up and so im planning for that too. im so excited cause i want to leave alice already. but not to much to say. gtg hasta

well yesterday was my grandparents 50th anniversory and of course something crazy had to happen. well first i went to cc with my mom and went looking for prom dresses and i found one. its cute and im going to add some shtuff to it and make it all pretty. but, hopefully, my lazy ass mom will get up and take me to cc and get it. well then yesterday i got dressed and went to that ann. and of course my aunts were about to get into it. the climax was when my aunt norma yelled at me, for a freaked retarded reason, because for saying to take pics of the sisters, and she tells me that i shouldnt have said that and it was none of my business. i wanted to slap her so bad but i couldnt do that. then jr stoodup for me because i didnt know that it was all hardcore and my aunts couldnt grow up for one day, so then she told me she was sorry. now i dont even want to look at her. that made me cry when i got home. because now were not a family because my uncle died. i wish he was there to see what they did. so he could slap all of them! i dont think we were really a family to begain with. school its going alright. donnys b-day was yesterday. and i took my act yesterday too. it went alright considering the fact that i was having major cramps and could hardly do it. but its ok. not to much just so want easter and prom to be over with. mostly this month to be over with! the school year to be done with! but oh well lifes a bitch!

well not much to say. the weekend was ok. me and ariel went out on the town and saw some interesting vatos who were just not for me, but good because i got a good laugh. well sunday i went with alyssa to see selinas sr project. me, alyssa, and teri got there and selina came with donny, tristan, who is dating sels little sis. donny and selina were together. but of course me and donny colaberated and we ended up putting a blanket on there big ass yard and having a woodstock. we talked about all this crazy shit like Jehovea and satan. lol it was the funniest thing. we were just cracken jokes like it aint no thang. it was a good day for a sunday! well ariel told me they have found cancer cells in her cervix and so that was a shocker. she might be homeschooled and be treated in houston if need be. then we've been planning prom and getting some headaches over this shit too. its all crazy beans over here. i gave robert that atdi card i found and like he was just "wow" with no expression in the voice. very plan and simple. i wanted to slap him but that would have started some kind of unneeded comotion and i didnt want that. i still need to make up some tests that i havent done!! ahhhhhh its horrible. well........me and my mom are going prom shopping friday and i hope i find something i like. hopefully! and i still have my grandmas hale sat and the non-concert to go to. well im going to go. its late and so..ya know how it is. hasta

well this week was ok. i got the whole limiting reactants for chem. thank god!! but i had my district tournament and lost :( its ok. i came home...then smoked a cig, which made my tummy hurt all hardcore, then i took a nap. i was awakened by ariels call and soon got into the conversation of prom and what the fuck were going to do! then troy was on and we actually talked over the mic so i was happy about that! hes such a dork! its ok hes my baybee! well its alright now, just trying to get through this month. after april its all gravy!! ttyl hasta

well back to school and i still have chingos de homework! and that bitch francine is such a whore. i hope she fails and drops out and becomes some bum forever. shes all gotcho! well i dont think im going to see the mars volta cause yeah no dinero.it sucks but its alright. i havent gone anywhere, so it doesnt matter. but i dont know, i need a prom dress and a date!! not to much to say just that i hate school!