well as you know it was my tennis match today and i got 2nd in constillation round, which is not that bad because i have never placed in any matches. maybe ill do good in district. not to much going on. just here chillen. my phone got d/c and my dad got this new cell for my bro. i think im going to go to ariels house tonight and get my drink on. i want to go and smoke but i dont know if i want to call oscar and ask him to give me my bud that little shit! well not to much to say just an ok day. hasta

well not to much going on. angel came to see me yesterday. it was bad ash! i so missed him and hes such a sweetheart! omg tom told me that i dont dress nice. not saying that i do cause i dont. im just a punk rock prom beauty :) but thats not nice to say. and i asked him to prom. the mars volta is coming to sa and i so want to see them! i have to cause omar and cedric are just so hot! but i dont know. i want a bf and a date for prom. i miss robert! i see him all the time, everywhere i turn, there he is. i wonder if we'll ever be together again. and i wonder if he ever feels the same or thinks about me. well not to much just gonna chill ttyl hasta

well...school is going ok. i had so much hw and i was just so stressed out but its ok now cause im sorta back on track. well i had my tennis tournament and i didnt do all that great. i got a bye then i lost. yesterday i was with ariel and jackie and we went to glorias shop and were there with donny, angel, lisa, robert, eddie s., tristian, david and were just there. they were skating and i decided to take it upon myself to skate too. i didnt do any kind of trick but i just rolled around. it made me feel all bad when i was coming towards ariel and jack and i heard robert say "thats it" and i was like wtf. i dont fucken skate how am i suppose to do some bad ash tricks and shit. everywhere i was he was on the oppisite of where i was. soo... well i got all down. donny and angel were holding hands and i just wanted to go up to her and tell her wheres jesse? that bitch!!!!!well we left and i took a shower and then i spent the night at ariels house. it was cool. we just sat up and talked till about 2. then i woke up and i had to go the band b-b-q. it was cool. i didnt do to much just put plates in bags. thast about it. i saw javi and told him hi.it was cool. well my dreams. first i had one of nick...im not to sure of what it was i just know it was about nick.. then i had a dream that me and robert were starting to talk again. then we were in some supermarket. a supermarket that ive had in my past dreams before. and i saw homerlito and we talked. for once he acutally talked to me all hardcore. he wouldnt shut up. then we started to hold hands. and i knew that i couldnt because of robert. then some girl saw me and when i saw robert leaving she went and told him. and i was telling him that i wasnt and that i hate having everyone watch me cause i could never be with him cause they would always tell him something about me. then i went home and mr quick was there helping move dirt. and my room was differnt, it was different. and that my bathroom that was connected to my parents room was flooding. it was weird. i made spaggetti for jr and josh. i was good !! thats about it. just chillen

well spring break wasnt that great but i cant complain. my mom finally got her trucK and its nice. but now she didnt give me my car and so i got pissed off. then i had a bad day yesterday. my mom just pissed me off and i made my day really bad. but i had a better one today. it was ok. i talked to robert which was really wierd but i just told him how i was listening to the host and i thought about byron. and thats about it. angel had called me and was telling me that he missed me and wanted to see me. i miss him too cause hes all sweetheart. but last night i had a dream that fern was in robstown with him mom. his mom and my mom were old friends and fern was there for the weekend and we decided to go and see them on the way back from c.c. well i go and roberts there with fern and fern is being mean to me but showing me this poster that hes all in love with and saying its badass. then i go like in some secret room and there are these thick spider webs and i scream but its fake and nothing really comes out. i dont know why i did that, but i did. then i leave and i went to some racing track and wanted to drive this bad ash car and so they like strapped me in. ok then ariel picks me up and her hair is super long and shes crying. then i keep on asking her whats wrong and she just looks at me and tells me that shes pregnant and i just started to cry. and i felt so bad. lol well thats about it. i miss robert ATDI!

well yesterday we went to corpus, me , jackie, and ariel. it was pretty fun. we went to rich's and i found this pretty good sized at the drive in pin that i had to had. i also bought a orgy card there. it was a good investment. then we went to get something to munch on. then we headed to some stores and then rock -n- roll plus. they had some cool shtuff in there but it was all expensive. then we went to the bridal store and just started trying on prom dresses. they were so pretty. i bought a cafe mocha and it was so good. we went to this bridal store and found some nice dresses there. they were so pretty. then we left and when we were leaving ariel hit this bump and my mocha went all over my WHITE shirt. but its ok. then we came home and i stayed at jackies last night. her prom dress is pretty. well i got my pd yesterday too . that sucks and today i came home, took a shower, smoked a cig, and just chilled. areil and i are going to go to the jv game and watch jason and rene play :D... hes so cute. i so want to go to prom with him! i miss robert ATDI!

i guess was better. ariel is just so leaning toward mana soo..whatever. today they had this thing were they had a rigged out accident to help us not drink and drive. they had the car wreck and dead people out. jackie and a few others died..lol. it was cool. theres suppose to be a assembly tomarrow but of course i have to go to my retarded tennis tournament. i dont even want to go. i have so much hw. i saw robert and damn it i just wanted to just grab him and give a kiss. i miss him so much and i cant stand to see him cause it hurts so much. jesse is there with his sucidal gf. i sooo dont like that bitch...and when he goes to college, well our college, and who is he going to see.. me!! not that car wearing bitch but me. hes all retarded dude guys are assballs shit! i miss robert ATDI

TODAY SUCKED. PURO DE CRITISIZM!