well ok today was an ok day. i had my AP testing and it went alright. didnt really know what i was doing but thats ok. rene lifted his shirt up at lunch and i wanted to die! i was drooling. lol prom was on the 3rd and i was so much fun. i danced and just chilled out there. we ate at bennigans and it was good. then we went to prom and it was nice. that whole day was all hectic because of decorating. well i hit my goal and danced with carlos. it was fun! but then i saw im and kacey newman hug and so i was down. :( well....yesterday ariel locked her keys in her car, bookworm got popped by some guy after 6th and some bitch from a&m kingville stole my jacket and my purse while i was dusting books. we caught her and i got my shtuff back. then i got my award from tennis at the sports banquet last night and won the fighting heart award. it wasnt all that bad. well i gotta go and do nhs hrs cause im falling behind so.. smooches1

well today is a gloomy day. yesterday was the f*n concert and guess what?!?! i didnt get to go. i was so pissed. i was in my room all day and just was all sad. i really wanted to go and the only thing that sorta cheered me up was that sara was going to get me a f*n shirt they made. so that helped. other than that im just getting ready for new orleans, today is easter and oscars b-day. then prom is coming up and so im planning for that too. im so excited cause i want to leave alice already. but not to much to say. gtg hasta

well yesterday was my grandparents 50th anniversory and of course something crazy had to happen. well first i went to cc with my mom and went looking for prom dresses and i found one. its cute and im going to add some shtuff to it and make it all pretty. but, hopefully, my lazy ass mom will get up and take me to cc and get it. well then yesterday i got dressed and went to that ann. and of course my aunts were about to get into it. the climax was when my aunt norma yelled at me, for a freaked retarded reason, because for saying to take pics of the sisters, and she tells me that i shouldnt have said that and it was none of my business. i wanted to slap her so bad but i couldnt do that. then jr stoodup for me because i didnt know that it was all hardcore and my aunts couldnt grow up for one day, so then she told me she was sorry. now i dont even want to look at her. that made me cry when i got home. because now were not a family because my uncle died. i wish he was there to see what they did. so he could slap all of them! i dont think we were really a family to begain with. school its going alright. donnys b-day was yesterday. and i took my act yesterday too. it went alright considering the fact that i was having major cramps and could hardly do it. but its ok. not to much just so want easter and prom to be over with. mostly this month to be over with! the school year to be done with! but oh well lifes a bitch!

well not much to say. the weekend was ok. me and ariel went out on the town and saw some interesting vatos who were just not for me, but good because i got a good laugh. well sunday i went with alyssa to see selinas sr project. me, alyssa, and teri got there and selina came with donny, tristan, who is dating sels little sis. donny and selina were together. but of course me and donny colaberated and we ended up putting a blanket on there big ass yard and having a woodstock. we talked about all this crazy shit like Jehovea and satan. lol it was the funniest thing. we were just cracken jokes like it aint no thang. it was a good day for a sunday! well ariel told me they have found cancer cells in her cervix and so that was a shocker. she might be homeschooled and be treated in houston if need be. then we've been planning prom and getting some headaches over this shit too. its all crazy beans over here. i gave robert that atdi card i found and like he was just "wow" with no expression in the voice. very plan and simple. i wanted to slap him but that would have started some kind of unneeded comotion and i didnt want that. i still need to make up some tests that i havent done!! ahhhhhh its horrible. well........me and my mom are going prom shopping friday and i hope i find something i like. hopefully! and i still have my grandmas hale sat and the non-concert to go to. well im going to go. its late and so..ya know how it is. hasta

well this week was ok. i got the whole limiting reactants for chem. thank god!! but i had my district tournament and lost :( its ok. i came home...then smoked a cig, which made my tummy hurt all hardcore, then i took a nap. i was awakened by ariels call and soon got into the conversation of prom and what the fuck were going to do! then troy was on and we actually talked over the mic so i was happy about that! hes such a dork! its ok hes my baybee! well its alright now, just trying to get through this month. after april its all gravy!! ttyl hasta

well back to school and i still have chingos de homework! and that bitch francine is such a whore. i hope she fails and drops out and becomes some bum forever. shes all gotcho! well i dont think im going to see the mars volta cause yeah no dinero.it sucks but its alright. i havent gone anywhere, so it doesnt matter. but i dont know, i need a prom dress and a date!! not to much to say just that i hate school!

well as you know it was my tennis match today and i got 2nd in constillation round, which is not that bad because i have never placed in any matches. maybe ill do good in district. not to much going on. just here chillen. my phone got d/c and my dad got this new cell for my bro. i think im going to go to ariels house tonight and get my drink on. i want to go and smoke but i dont know if i want to call oscar and ask him to give me my bud that little shit! well not to much to say just an ok day. hasta

well not to much going on. angel came to see me yesterday. it was bad ash! i so missed him and hes such a sweetheart! omg tom told me that i dont dress nice. not saying that i do cause i dont. im just a punk rock prom beauty :) but thats not nice to say. and i asked him to prom. the mars volta is coming to sa and i so want to see them! i have to cause omar and cedric are just so hot! but i dont know. i want a bf and a date for prom. i miss robert! i see him all the time, everywhere i turn, there he is. i wonder if we'll ever be together again. and i wonder if he ever feels the same or thinks about me. well not to much just gonna chill ttyl hasta

well...school is going ok. i had so much hw and i was just so stressed out but its ok now cause im sorta back on track. well i had my tennis tournament and i didnt do all that great. i got a bye then i lost. yesterday i was with ariel and jackie and we went to glorias shop and were there with donny, angel, lisa, robert, eddie s., tristian, david and were just there. they were skating and i decided to take it upon myself to skate too. i didnt do any kind of trick but i just rolled around. it made me feel all bad when i was coming towards ariel and jack and i heard robert say "thats it" and i was like wtf. i dont fucken skate how am i suppose to do some bad ash tricks and shit. everywhere i was he was on the oppisite of where i was. soo... well i got all down. donny and angel were holding hands and i just wanted to go up to her and tell her wheres jesse? that bitch!!!!!well we left and i took a shower and then i spent the night at ariels house. it was cool. we just sat up and talked till about 2. then i woke up and i had to go the band b-b-q. it was cool. i didnt do to much just put plates in bags. thast about it. i saw javi and told him hi.it was cool. well my dreams. first i had one of nick...im not to sure of what it was i just know it was about nick.. then i had a dream that me and robert were starting to talk again. then we were in some supermarket. a supermarket that ive had in my past dreams before. and i saw homerlito and we talked. for once he acutally talked to me all hardcore. he wouldnt shut up. then we started to hold hands. and i knew that i couldnt because of robert. then some girl saw me and when i saw robert leaving she went and told him. and i was telling him that i wasnt and that i hate having everyone watch me cause i could never be with him cause they would always tell him something about me. then i went home and mr quick was there helping move dirt. and my room was differnt, it was different. and that my bathroom that was connected to my parents room was flooding. it was weird. i made spaggetti for jr and josh. i was good !! thats about it. just chillen

well spring break wasnt that great but i cant complain. my mom finally got her trucK and its nice. but now she didnt give me my car and so i got pissed off. then i had a bad day yesterday. my mom just pissed me off and i made my day really bad. but i had a better one today. it was ok. i talked to robert which was really wierd but i just told him how i was listening to the host and i thought about byron. and thats about it. angel had called me and was telling me that he missed me and wanted to see me. i miss him too cause hes all sweetheart. but last night i had a dream that fern was in robstown with him mom. his mom and my mom were old friends and fern was there for the weekend and we decided to go and see them on the way back from c.c. well i go and roberts there with fern and fern is being mean to me but showing me this poster that hes all in love with and saying its badass. then i go like in some secret room and there are these thick spider webs and i scream but its fake and nothing really comes out. i dont know why i did that, but i did. then i leave and i went to some racing track and wanted to drive this bad ash car and so they like strapped me in. ok then ariel picks me up and her hair is super long and shes crying. then i keep on asking her whats wrong and she just looks at me and tells me that shes pregnant and i just started to cry. and i felt so bad. lol well thats about it. i miss robert ATDI!