i've just been hit with how much your actions really, REALLY affect other people, and vice versa. and let me tell you its not cool. i mean youre always semi aware, but i guess i had to really get screwed while screwing over one of my best friends and now its pounded me head on. and ah i'm just so mad but i cant say a word. i'm talking to the person that i should despise with everything i've got, and i cant CANT speak up about it. sure i try to do that cold sarcastic hinting, yet sometimes i'm just like that so the message didnt really sink in. and now i'm just sickened with myself. and now i will go get dizzy to fix it temporarily

my life feels like a one big hangover [rolls eyes at wallowing] yeah i know i know i make myself sick. ......

suicide notes & butterfly kisses razor blades & music notes blood streams & bright eyes jagged glass & your dulcet poetry ::..i'm bored..::

AHHHHH i wish tomorrow would never come...

Bright Eyes - Black Comedy Well once i gave a look to you but you never gave it back so here i stand expressionless but my memory's intact i guess the past is good for laugh a comedy so dry and black it makes my stomach hurt so bad i cry so two thumbs up we give this one despite its predictable ending the dialouge seemed rushed and wrong but the actors did their best to lay some worth on every word like coffins dropped into the earth the saddest sound i ever heard we sang along we sang it 'take this weight away'