First entry... *4/9/03* well since i dont exactly know any of u people... what the hell ... i can say anything i want right? ur gonna judge me no matter what i put... so i might as well show u the real me! Thing is.... there is no way to describe me. Im bouncing off the walls happy one minute and the next i might be the laziest... most annoyingly depressed person. But hey thats me. The only thing that seems to fit my mood is music. It helps me vent... it makes my day.... it makes me feel better about going through my day. A few years ago... music wasnt a big part of my life.. now i see it in everything i do. I love song meanings because i can look up all my favorite songs and actually sing the write words! Some songs can take the words from my mouth... so its nice to have a place to come where i can find them and a place to hear what other people think about the songs. OK now real life... well im Bri... Brianna really but no one calls me that... im 15 almost 16*yay!* (i cant wait to have the freedom of being more independent!) and i am in 10th grade. My friends are the best... boys mostly. I'm def not a girly girl. NO im no avril lavigne... but im not a britney spears... Me and my friends joke all the time about how we cant stand the perfect "preppy" girls. I love being not being classified into groups...call well im not a group... im just me. I have tons of friends and and i wouldnt trade them for the world. People sometimes tell me i know too many people.... but people are what make life so unique.i love meeting people.... so email me anytime..... my address is yayitsbri@msn.com.... wanna hear about my day? well this morning started out with me waking up being sick(yuck) then i got up... got dressed... threw my hair up stuck some makeup on and ran out the door to school. This kid im really into was outside skateboarding and seeing him made my day. I love his smile. I watched him skate for a while and we talked and then we went in to homeroom... fun fun . thats when it all began... i just like forgot everything today from my math homework to my wallet to my watch.... the day went downhill until 9th period. we had a sub in social so me and "my boy" haha took off for a while. He always makes me feel so special. Its weird cause its different with him. I'm not worried about being his girlfriend... or anything serious. I just love being best friends with him and if we hook up occasionally... hey its all in good fun! haha so for now... hes the good in my life! so that was today.... ApRiL 9th.... this feels so strange knowing that thousands of strangers can hear all of my pointless bullshit! oh well have fun laughing at me! haha Till next time.... bye babes =)~