So Christina Aguilera came out with this new song called "Fighter". Now I will admit that I think she's skanky and I will never buy one of albums, but I did download this song. I didn't know it was sung by her, so maybe that's why I gave it a fair, chance. Who knows, the point is...I'm making this song my anthem. I hope that wherever my 'mother' (how she can be called that is beyond me) is, assuming she's alive yet, she heard this song at least once. I doubt it, but what the hell, right? I really would like to thank my 'mother' for all the shit she put me through because who knows what I'd be like today if it wasn't for her. But of course, this song is also my way of saying f*ck you. The part that really relates to me the most though would have to be this: >>But don't, even begin Feeling I'm the one to blame 'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh After all of the fights and the lies Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore Uh, no more, oh no, it's over 'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down So I wanna say thank you 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder Makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker It makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter

I'm bored! Yea, I know so what else is new? Anyway, we don't have school today because of some teachers convention. Yay! Last week we had Friday off too, only I didn't get to enjoy it. I was at school from 7am-6pm for Solo and Ensamble. Lots of fun though...and I made it to the State singing competition...But that's old news Well last night I had a huge fight with Matthew. And as far as I'm concerened, he's dead to me. I just don't give a crap about him at all anymore...I can't stand even hearing his name anymore...This isn't like one of those things were one day I say "oh I hate him!" and the next "oh I love him!" No, this is one of those things that (no, I don't wish it on him!) if he where to get hit by a train I wouldn't be sad at all... Anyway, I'm really happy that SongMeanings is back and running great, cause I was getting really sick of having to go to letssingit.com for my lyrics. Lots of love!