The NFL has put out the team schedules and the Packers season is totaly awsome! The first regular season game is at home against Minnesota at 12pm on Fox. I can't wait! Minnesota's going down!!! What does suck, though, is that the Patriots schedule totaly conflicts with the Packs. And the Pack is my true love, the team I'm totaly loyal to no matter what. Of course, the Pats have totaly hot Tom Brady! Oh baby! I can't believe they kept him because he played like shit last year...I mean, I've seen an 8-year-old GIRL play better football then he has. Anyway, the Pats first game is also at 12pm and it's against Buffalo @ Buffalo! I can't believe it! The whole point of watching the Pats was to see them kick Buffalo and Cry-Baby Bledsoe's asses again! Last year they sucked, but the Pats still kicked the asses of Buffalo...twice! And my ex boyfriend Jeremy loves the Bills...ha ha on him! Ok, I know I'm totaly cooky right now but I'm just so thrilled that there's only about 5 months until football season!!! Yea baby! *does a little dance* So here's a break down of the Packs season going from their first regular season game to their last: Minnesota: I think if we have our shit together we'll win. Detriot: Please...is there a doubt in your mind we'll wind? I think the BENGALS could beat Detriot! @Arizona: The game is in Sept. and I lived in Arizona for many years, that's gonna be one hot game! But still...no doubt in my mind we'll wind! @ Chicago: Ok..."And da bears still SUCK!" Really, need I say more? Seattle: Mike Holmgron is their coach...our former pansy of a coach...c'mon, don't be stupid. Deffinatly gonna walk away with the big "W". @ St. Louis: The Rams sucked big time last year but they might have gotten their shit together over the months. If they're anything like last year it's a deffinate win, no doubt in my mind. @ Minnesota: Ok, our track record at the Dome is shits so I'm gonna say this will be our toughest game of the season thus far. Philly: Please...isn't McNabb still their excuse of a QB? Yea...don't be stupid. Plus it's at Lambeau, duh we'll win! @ Tampa Bay: I'd like to say how much I hate their stupid coach! He's such a young punk! Like, don't you have to be over the age of like...16 to coach? Somebody needs to tell him to get a real hat and get ready of that stupid necklace! Christ, he's a FOOTBALL coach...you don't wear necklaces! But about the game, it's gonna be a tough one. The guys are gonna have to have their shit together big time to pull of a win on this one! San Francisco: 49er's + Lambeau + November weater = major win for the Pack! @ Detriot: We'd have to play worse then the Bengals...wait, make that the Pats!...to lose this game! Chicago: Chicago at Lambeau...come on! Don't shit, we're gonna win! @ San Deigo: It might be hard, it might not. I don't now if we're playing in a dome or not...that makes a a major difference. @ Oakland: They play outside don't they? I think this is gonna be a tough game, but it's the second to last game so we're gonna be fighting hard. Denver: Last game of the season at home, we don't wanna lose this game! We shouldn't either, it's the Denver Bronco's we're talking about here. So that's my thoughts on every game this season. Next entry I'll discuss all the Pats game!

So Christina Aguilera came out with this new song called "Fighter". Now I will admit that I think she's skanky and I will never buy one of albums, but I did download this song. I didn't know it was sung by her, so maybe that's why I gave it a fair, chance. Who knows, the point is...I'm making this song my anthem. I hope that wherever my 'mother' (how she can be called that is beyond me) is, assuming she's alive yet, she heard this song at least once. I doubt it, but what the hell, right? I really would like to thank my 'mother' for all the shit she put me through because who knows what I'd be like today if it wasn't for her. But of course, this song is also my way of saying f*ck you. The part that really relates to me the most though would have to be this: >>But don't, even begin Feeling I'm the one to blame 'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh After all of the fights and the lies Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore Uh, no more, oh no, it's over 'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down So I wanna say thank you 'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder Makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker It makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter

I'm bored! Yea, I know so what else is new? Anyway, we don't have school today because of some teachers convention. Yay! Last week we had Friday off too, only I didn't get to enjoy it. I was at school from 7am-6pm for Solo and Ensamble. Lots of fun though...and I made it to the State singing competition...But that's old news Well last night I had a huge fight with Matthew. And as far as I'm concerened, he's dead to me. I just don't give a crap about him at all anymore...I can't stand even hearing his name anymore...This isn't like one of those things were one day I say "oh I hate him!" and the next "oh I love him!" No, this is one of those things that (no, I don't wish it on him!) if he where to get hit by a train I wouldn't be sad at all... Anyway, I'm really happy that SongMeanings is back and running great, cause I was getting really sick of having to go to letssingit.com for my lyrics. Lots of love!