...yeah... time has certainly passed. feelings have changed... but not totally. i cant explain how i feel... let alone.. talk to anyone about how i feel. i just wish there was a way i could reach him. hes so near... but i cant seem to get a hold of him. he reminds me of the stars, and like the stars, he seems so far away. i cant get my eyes to look at his face. ive been hurt once...we never had anything...we were only friends.. that spent way too much "more than friends" time together. i heard of all the things hes done with the others... but i seem to excuse that... coz he never treated me that way... not once... i cant forget... its so hard.. its regret.. i regret so many things i passed up... if only.. i could turn back time...id tell him... id make sure i knew that he knew...confusing? yeah...ive been confused for the longest time myself. i have so many songs in my head that remind me of him.. AhCK! if only he knew... but hes so... ...FAR AWAY

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