I'm not sure how this works. I've never been able to put words to emotions. I've never been able to tell you how much I adored you and yet I was so in love with you.

I wish I was able to show you the way our heartbeats were meant to be together. I miss your hands and the way you used to make me feel so alive. I miss everything about you. I don't know how to let you go.

This isn't how I imagined this going. Hiding behind a profile and screaming at the top of my lungs for the moon to come and take me away all the while fighting the sun, the only sun I had ever wanted and longed for, to leave.

How can you look at me now, with so much distaste, when you promised me nothing but the stars in the sky. How I wish my eyes could still shine as bright as they did the night I lost you to yourself.

I still long for you. I still need you. I'm still inevitably in love with you.