All I want is to write. I used to be able to effortlessly, but now I can't. Its like when I got sad I lost the ability, and now everything comes out wrong. I don't know if you've ever experienced that.
I guess the only reason I'm writing this is because its the summer holiday and I'm feeling so sad and alone, and I don't want to be alive. I just want someone out there to read this and know I exist. I just want to feel like a main character for once. But I'm re-reading what I just wrote and feeling this horrible dissatisfied feeling, like I'll never be good enough.
Maybe I'll delete this entry later. Who knows? I just hope whoever you are, that you're happy with your life. I don't know why. I just do.
These are the things I know about myself:
I am 15 years old
I have not a single friend in the world
I am sad constantly
I don't know how much longer I can do this for
All I want is to write. I used to be able to effortlessly, but now I can't. Its like when I got sad I lost the ability, and now everything comes out wrong. I don't know if you've ever experienced that.
I guess the only reason I'm writing this is because its the summer holiday and I'm feeling so sad and alone, and I don't want to be alive. I just want someone out there to read this and know I exist. I just want to feel like a main character for once. But I'm re-reading what I just wrote and feeling this horrible dissatisfied feeling, like I'll never be good enough.
Maybe I'll delete this entry later. Who knows? I just hope whoever you are, that you're happy with your life. I don't know why. I just do.