HEY IM SO HAPPY!! jk but it is much easier to lie about how you feel than to spill your heart out to someone just to be left alone once more :)

what is it like to be free?
is there such a thing?
if i jump, will you catch me?
or will you let me fall to my death...

Honey, why do you make yourself ill?

do you do this at will?

why do you go days without a meal?

will you at least make me a deal?

will you promise to eat something, at least once today?

or will you keep on starving this way?

you look fine, your perfect to me...

but then again, why would you believe..

i know they call you names that hurt..

but this drug wont work.

itl relieve your pain,

there tomorow but gone today..

but there arre better ways than doing this....

i love you... but this you have missed...

He is my first love,

my angel sent from above.

he has marks on his skin,

so i know the pain he feels within,

i met him, on day late at night,

the day i was going to end this fight.

he saw my amrs and hugged me close.

he is the one i love the most.

he told me he loved me two months after.

and hearing those words made my heart beat faster.

his mother saw the same as did i,

now he says he might say goodbye.

she is sending him away to a place unknown.

but my love for him still does grow.

i prayed to a god not there,

in hopes that he wont go anywhere.

if he leaves, my heart will die.

so just in case, this is goodbye