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  • snow white

    by DeathAngel117 on April 25, 2014

    Dear mother of mine, what happens if i take the bite?

    I know its poisend, but it looks like a delight.

    Why would you poison me, with something so good?

    with a mother like mine, im misuderstood.

    mother, dont cry i will eat this poisond treat.

    I know i will die, but in hell we will meet.

    but wont prince come and rescue me?

    no, thats just a childs story..

    This is farewell, dear mother of mine,

    for death is beautiful, merciless, and divine.

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  • i am like supprised.

    by DeathAngel117 on April 24, 2014

    I thought andy biersack was way older than me... i mean like i wana hang out with him and christian, ashley, jake and jeramy (bvb) ... but it turns out, he is only nine years older than me... so it would be easier to like hang out with him... woooo im happy.. im going to meet him one day and just hug him! like yayyyyyy

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  • life isn't fair

    by DeathAngel117 on April 16, 2014

    You told me that it was forever, and that you would never leave.

    but with a prson like you i was a fool to believe.

    you said you loved me, so i stayed.

    but you hurt me, and i feel beetrayd.

    but life is never fair, is what im told.

    but all these lies are getting way to old.

    your the reason i tried to stop self-harm,

    but now i have more lines on my arm.

    you said you only stayd because you felt sorry for me,

    and you couldn't be with someone with scars under their sleeves.

    if thats the case, then just go.

    because i really cared, but now im all alone.

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  • hello

    by DeathAngel117 on April 15, 2014

    Hello, i am a fifteen year old misfit, and i cry myself to sleep.

    i starve myself dayly, but you will never see me weap.

    when all you see is smiles, im dying deep inside.

    the blood ive shed at night, rusn a mile wide.

    you say its just for fun, she doesnt care.

    but if you push to far, i will snap, so beware.

    im bleeding and ive lost the will to stay alive

    but i know that this isn't my last "goodbye"

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  • rise

    by DeathAngel117 on April 10, 2014
    He was the boy, who sat all alone.  he was the one with the name unknown. he is the one who cries at night. the boy who harms himself when he's out of sight. as the burning tears fall from his face, he thinks to himself "i am so out of place."   there is a girl, just like him, with deep lines all over her skin. she goes home to a family, not there. she wants to end it, 'cuz nobody cares. with the weapon in her hand she bleeds, making her further roll down her sleeves.   one day they met, and talked for hours, running threw a field of beautiful flowers. the boy tripped and she saw his arm, he looked away when she said "i also self-harm" two years later, they ran away together. they love eachother, now and forever.    
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  • my bf broke up with me

    by DeathAngel117 on April 03, 2014

    well i woke up today at seven in  the am, and i looked at my phone it said its over. thats all so i asked why, he said its someone else. now at twelve in the pm and he is asking for me back. im so confused, i told him id have to think...wel what you guys think...

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