DeathAngel117's Journal

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  • Listen up

    by DeathAngel117 on December 12, 2014

    you can be anything you want, just don't be a fucking bitch

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  • INSANITY

    by DeathAngel117 on July 13, 2014

    true insanity lays where we believe it is not.

    who are we to say what is right and what is wrong?

    insanity is the beleife ones perfection.

    because ones perfection is anothers hell.

    there is no true sanity,

    for dark places doth dwell

    inside our hearts and in our minds.

    though we run from such horrors,

    we admit they are so devine.

    if you think you are sane you are crazy.

    if you know you're insane,

    the more sane you may be.

    everything has a purpose, 

    but it isnt a good one.

    for god has abbandond us, 

    and the war has begun.

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  • Happy

    by DeathAngel117 on May 21, 2014

    HEY IM SO HAPPY!! jk but it is much easier to lie about how you feel than to spill your heart out to someone just to be left alone once more :)

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  • ...

    by DeathAngel117 on May 13, 2014

    what is it like to be free?
    is there such a thing?
    if i jump, will you catch me?
    or will you let me fall to my death...

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  • darling...

    by DeathAngel117 on May 06, 2014

    Honey, why do you make yourself ill?

    do you do this at will?

    why do you go days without a meal?

    will you at least make me a deal?

    will you promise to eat something, at least once today?

    or will you keep on starving this way?

    you look fine, your perfect to me...

    but then again, why would you believe..

    i know they call you names that hurt..

    but this drug wont work.

    itl relieve your pain,

    there tomorow but gone today..

    but there arre better ways than doing this....

    i love you... but this you have missed...

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  • blood and roses

    by DeathAngel117 on May 01, 2014

    He is my first love,

    my angel sent from above.

    he has marks on his skin,

    so i know the pain he feels within,

    i met him, on day late at night,

    the day i was going to end this fight.

    he saw my amrs and hugged me close.

    he is the one i love the most.

    he told me he loved me two months after.

    and hearing those words made my heart beat faster.

    his mother saw the same as did i,

    now he says he might say goodbye.

    she is sending him away to a place unknown.

    but my love for him still does grow.

    i prayed to a god not there,

    in hopes that he wont go anywhere.

    if he leaves, my heart will die.

    so just in case, this is goodbye

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  • snow white

    by DeathAngel117 on April 25, 2014

    Dear mother of mine, what happens if i take the bite?

    I know its poisend, but it looks like a delight.

    Why would you poison me, with something so good?

    with a mother like mine, im misuderstood.

    mother, dont cry i will eat this poisond treat.

    I know i will die, but in hell we will meet.

    but wont prince come and rescue me?

    no, thats just a childs story..

    This is farewell, dear mother of mine,

    for death is beautiful, merciless, and divine.

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  • i am like supprised.

    by DeathAngel117 on April 24, 2014

    I thought andy biersack was way older than me... i mean like i wana hang out with him and christian, ashley, jake and jeramy (bvb) ... but it turns out, he is only nine years older than me... so it would be easier to like hang out with him... woooo im happy.. im going to meet him one day and just hug him! like yayyyyyy

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  • life isn't fair

    by DeathAngel117 on April 16, 2014

    You told me that it was forever, and that you would never leave.

    but with a prson like you i was a fool to believe.

    you said you loved me, so i stayed.

    but you hurt me, and i feel beetrayd.

    but life is never fair, is what im told.

    but all these lies are getting way to old.

    your the reason i tried to stop self-harm,

    but now i have more lines on my arm.

    you said you only stayd because you felt sorry for me,

    and you couldn't be with someone with scars under their sleeves.

    if thats the case, then just go.

    because i really cared, but now im all alone.

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  • hello

    by DeathAngel117 on April 15, 2014

    Hello, i am a fifteen year old misfit, and i cry myself to sleep.

    i starve myself dayly, but you will never see me weap.

    when all you see is smiles, im dying deep inside.

    the blood ive shed at night, rusn a mile wide.

    you say its just for fun, she doesnt care.

    but if you push to far, i will snap, so beware.

    im bleeding and ive lost the will to stay alive

    but i know that this isn't my last "goodbye"

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