• If I Didn't Have You

    by natalie109 on December 28, 2013

    My boyfriend and I are truly mae for eachother. It seems like we were written in the stars and washed with the water from a country singers veins. Every song that comes on the radio makes me think of him. He is really something special.

    I plan to marry this guy one day. I know I'm young and teens know nothing about love but right now I feel something. Something that I've never felt. No, not lust. I'm not in it for anything except to feel affection. He has kept me happy. He is there for me when I need it. Yeah, all guys are... Whatever. I catch him staring at me and smiling a lot. I know that he feels the same way I do. 

    When I try to explain to anyone the way I feel for him I become speechless, my mouth gets really dry, and my palms sweat. He really is something else. He gives me the respect I want when I deserve it and he tells me when I'm wrong but he doesn't shove it in my face like some douche bags. I met him three years ago. We were friends and we became a couple in October. We have been inseperable. We can litteraly just lay in bed all day side by side and miss each other the moment they leave.  He's held me while I've cried my eyes out. He wiped the tears from my face, looked me in the eye and called me beautiful. And you wanna know something? I believed him. No one else has made me feel beautiful. 

    The other day my 4 year old cousin asked me a question. She looked at me and said "Nat Pat, do you love Trey?" and of course I told her yes. She asked me a follow up question "Do you love me?" Again I answered yes. The next one she asked me got me in the heart. "Do you have to love Trey?" It took me no time to answer. And it truthfully came from the heart. My reply was- "No, I don't have to love Trey, Peyton. Trey came into my life and made me love myself. He was sweet to me, he made me see the better side of myself, and he made me happy again. But he made me love him. How? He cared. Someone for once cared. And I know he loves me. I chose to love him back and I know it was the right desicion".

     

    And I can tell you, without him I would not be here. Thank you baby.

     

    P.s Thank you Jason Aldean, Luke Bryan, George Strait, and any other country music artist who explained to him the way I felt.

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