And then there is Mr. Rebound. I don't even know why I talk to him. He makes me so angry and frustated at times. But still we talk. Most of the time is spent on arguing though. He doesn't live in my city..hell we aren't even in the same state. We talk online, skype or in phone. Is that what I want????

He told me to move on with my life. But he didn't say how. He doesn't wanna talk to me. Doesn't wanna keep anything to do with me. Still I call him just to get ignored. 

Once in a week he picks up the phone and talks to me. We talk about maybe some simle things as what is going on at work, but that makes everything around me bearable. Something to make me pass the week without breaking down. That is the moment when the pain seems to disappear only to reappear when he talks about the one he "loves" now. That is the moment when the ache in the ache in the heart doubles making me wonder was it worth talking or calling him again. 

The moment when you finally decide to move on from him only to find yourself getting more deep into the darkness..