I am a torn down woman. I have watched my youth and whatever beauty that I may have had slip away. I have been beat down over the years and shown just worthless and meaningless I am. But you have always been there. Recently, it feels like you are only here because you feel like you have to be. I miss the days when you would tell me that I was beautiful or sexy and act as if you couldn't wait to get me alone. Now, you act as if you can't wait until I leave you alone. You say that you don't feel wanted and I feel the same. I don't know how to make it any better. These things that keep happening to us keep pushing us farther and farther apart. I know that you love me, but I just wish that you still wanted to love me.