Baby, baby, don't cry :)

Oh whoa is me...my life sucks, I"m poor and took days off from for a parents surgery which got postponed and I'm bored out of my fucking mind.  And I can't get over this guy and its been two years because I think he's perfect even though in reality he's far from it.  I'm obsessed and I mean OBSESSED with music.  I'm depressed all the time.  Oh I feel sorry for myself cry cry cry. 

You know I dont want to be left alone without you and that I've always wanted you in my life.  

I've always been whiny.  I am acttrying moving its just taking time.  I hate it when your harsh, I liked that you where not like that.  It's what I liked best.  Miss you.

I'm sure your just living it up each and everyday at home on your computer.  Definitely doing better than me.

Just wanted one thing the whole time I idiot.  

Got an old record of sugat hill rappers delight.  So fucking awesome. 

protective of myself 

I need to stop feeling sorry for MYSelf and thinking that I'm the smartest person in the world.  Because that's what I spend my days doing asshole.