and i feel like 

you

you know this deepened

sense of nothing

I feel like I need to stop saying I

eye.. 

I feel like you know those broken shards in me 

eye feel like this is depressing me

me

should probably see somebody

cool stop now.

So what we did was ok?

Yea, in my opinion it was

It was a wasted moment of feeling

we shared

it was just a moment 

shared again and again

but that's what makes it ok

it was a moment

Love is a lifetime

love is something that is present constantly

it's the decision to create memories

things you want to keep

Dusty letters and stones

random prints on your spine

fingers and hips and places

it's an individual 

Their bones

their skin which you want to climb into

their hair where you sleep

i died in this

I’m dying

I’m dying to fade

i don’t know

seus 

these animals on my lap make it extremely hard to write

why is it that I can’t get over these normalities 

this trivial

trivial

its all so wasteful

these emotions

feelings

blocked 

solid lining my thoughts

white paint scraping my elbows

stretching chest cavities

hollow and awake