In the gaps, inbetween words Are the things that really intrigue me It's the gasps, and the sighs That say more about what's inside you We used to climb up on a high horse everytime We used to talk about boys with missing spines When you lie on my bed and you label me your friend Don't you know how much that hurts? You could pretend and I wouldn't know I could be who you wanted in the dark

this place was never the same again, after you came and went, how can you say you meant, anything different to anyone, standing alone on the street with a cigerette, on the first night we met, look to the past and remember to smile, and maybe tonight i can breath for a while, Im not in the scene, i think im falling asleep, but then all that it means, is i'll always be dreaming of you, Feeling This By Blink-182

when you completely freak out for a date tonight and begin to doubt yourself....

oh, so you never actually loved me? thanks for clearing that up for me :)

god. i hate it when soemone tells you they love you, then cheat on you, then break up with you, hen say they want to be friends, then cheat on his gf, get a new one, cheat on that one, get a new one, cheat on that one, get a new on and try to cheat on that one with me and expect me to still be his friend. dick.

I actually hate complaining, so this journal is fantastic for it. I just want to say how sick I am that people seem to think they can walk all over someone and think they are "better" thahn them just because they have been force fed spoon fulls of what steriotype is the "right" one to fit into, and so judge people by their cliched standards. Maybe that's why music is so important, maybe we just need it to learn to be ourselves, love ourselves, or maybe we need music just to escape into qand become part of something better than we could ever be without it. And if the popular kids with their mainstream music don'e understand the meaning of song, because their genre of music doesn't have any kind of true meaning behind it then the word of song is lost to about half the people out there.