its to early in the morning, im stuck in the booth, and in a rut! i need to change things in my life, im sick of work, im sick of the momotony of it all, i need to feel excited, i need to get away, im not 100% sure what i want out of life anymore, i dont know what i want at all. Why do relationships always confuse me, why do i feel alone, why do i let it get to me so much, im 21 in 5 days, im getting older and i dont want to. I need to escape, and get away from everything in my life.