I hate that I fear I fear that I steer the wrong direction hear a taste of this infection can I try hard enough all this stuff is more than enough get away, stay away blind eyes, run far away far away, I'll be there anyway far into the clouds, gone today won't fall away, stay and play I'm so far today, I stay away no matter what it brings the furious bee always stings evil instincts in any veins strain weakness, lost any sane "I stand far, I run tall scarred, heal, stand and fall back in front of a wall clock sets still, then stall enthralled and appalled inside my head outside emotions escape and find" what wasted anything tasted like seasoned springs tingling in my ears tears fall and overcoming fears ignoring life, no exception terrible mind fucked infection a noose hung for life in inspection a needle, inspired life reflection polluted epidemic my brain lack of regard feel no pain lost the feeling of what I used to ready to lose everything I worked to a waste of my life if I waste it with suicide my feelings hurt inside keep close what is reality in my mind evaded the worldly pain lies that infect what's sane nothing's left abusive pain lost words emotions drain

With musics influence being so strong. If it's influential, the influence is strong enough to drop the thought in our mind of actually doing something, that could be good, or bad.

If it is any consolation my sick interpretation close myself in insulation I pull out my spine break your spine with mine I need the eye it's my sanity sigh, sigh of relief it's so fucking cold fucking cold in the snow sold your coat so you know a price you can pay, so I just got paid I didn't need money hate isn't good hates fucking great tapped a vein a feign cut open a seam the smallest seam it's a dream a dream it'll only ever be a fucking dream open your eyes lies FUCK YOUR LIES savor your eyes, and cut family ties my heart is cold winter frost cold charred on my heart my life a vial since you're in denial I'll stand wrap around the band stamp the train tracks throw away all the facts you're more then spent you're taxed The smile consumes so fuck you caught in your fumes x4

I've seen the fall of a way we live life support stall my heart might give lost you to some punk off the street rage put that whore in a creek this wasn't worth it don't ask it was worth it but now I FEEL like SHIT abandoned and betrayed and I'm sick of it what was I? before the new guy you cling to quick to sticks whore for a sex fix Drama pollutes beautiful existence silence, violence before I get pissed you're wrong if you thought it hurt me for the sound to break sometimes I want to retaliate you fucked me over, it's wrong I wasted time for this long (was it worth it, are you stupid?)x3 (only carefully tread)x3 Not a prayer, can save you Karma might just kill you I hope I haunt your life I hope you die, by karma's knife.

Music is a way you live, some don't even like it, not some people prefer it sometimes. Others need it to survive. Music is such a strong power in the world. With as little detail as possible, simply music has played a large part of my success with sobriety and happiness. Bands with passion, out match the fashion statement bands try to bring with themselves. Appreciation for the quality, of the type of music. To me music is hypothetically a drug. Music is amazing and it saved me.