"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was and it's not meant to be." - Unknown

"Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." - Victoria Holt

"The worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting next to you and know that you can never have them." - Unknown

So. . . my week has been Hell and Heaven all in one. That sounds a bit impossible, but that's what I would describe it as because Thursday was screwed up. On Thursday, a guy that auditioned for the talent show as well saw me in the morning and he was like, "Did you see the talent show list yet?" I looked at him and said, "No, it wasn;t up when I went to look and Mrs. Crowell (the music teacher) wasn't in her room. Why?" He was just like, "Well, this might ruin the fun, but you made it." Then I freaked out in the middle of the hallway at school in front of about 200 hundred people who all probably know my name. I didn't really care though because I was SO happy. He hugged me and said that I deserved it. I told him that he better have made it too, because I didn't want to be in it alone again like the last one. (The last talent show we both made it in, but he got suspended before the talent show, so he didn't get to perform.) He assured me he made it. That made me even happier. Later that day during Social Studies, one of my friends informed me that the same guy who told me that I made it in the talent show liked me. I was like, SHIT, Really? and didn't know how to feel all at the same time. It was kinda of a shock to me because he'd always been a friend to me. It also didn't help that the same night was the school dance. At the dance we were having an AWESOME time. Then I remembered that the guy who likes me wasn't allowed to come because he was suspended after the last dance for punching a guy in the face. (Sad thing was, it was one of mine and his friends.) Anyway, we were all dancing then we realised that someone wasn't there. Yeah, turns out he couldn't get a drive and we told him that was a lame excuse even if it was the truth. Also, the guy I like I wanted to dance with but he was already dancing with someone else. Funny thing is, that girl was a good friend of mine when we were younger. Weird how life turns out, isn't it. I also find it weird how people break up RIGHT before the dance. I think those people are so stupid. I mean, if you were gonna do that in the first place, why even bother trying for the relationship? I still like the guy I've liked for the past forever. But I don't think he likes me. It reallt breaks my heat to see him with other girls and smiling and laughing. But if the girl he was dancing with is the girl he likes, I want to try and help him keep her. Mainly because if I can't have him, someone else who deserves him should get to have him. And I think that him and her would make a cute couple. I don't know if he would take my help though. Today is Friday! I'm sad that I didn't get a quote of the day up yesterday. I'll just post two more today. Easy fix. I'm trying to get outside of my little life and experience new things. Try to learn different stuff. So now I'm trying to learn the guitar. I can read tabs and I know which strings and whoch frets equal what notes, but I'm not so good with the chords. I know E, G, Gm, C, D, and F. That's all. I can't for the life of me find my chord chart, so Am7 and G+ and Fm and all those fancy ones will have to wait a little while. The piano I could tell you the chords, but not the guitar. Right now my dog is sick and I hope she feels better soon. I love her and I don't want her to feel how she odes and taking her outside to use the washroom or puke every half hour is really tiring. Especailly when it's really cold outside.

"Judge me and I'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do and I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it and watch where I end up. Call me a bitch and I'll show you one. Fuck me over and I'll do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy but you really have no idea." - Unknown

"Well-behaved women seldom make history." - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich

Shit, my week has been busy. I was fine on Monday after the audition fo rthe talent show but then came Tuesday. My health teacher assigned us a paper that had to be minimum one page long due the next day. I was like, okay, I can do this, but THEN my science teacher eminded us that we had presentation the next day. Well, guess what. I didn;t have everything done for that presentation. Oops. So today, I got home from school and I had to go with my mom into the city. I thought Yay! Shopping! No! Boring! I just got home and I have some free time so I came on here. I wish I had've had time for the quote of the day yesterday. Maybe I'll have two today?

Today I ausitioned for my school's talent show. I play the piano and I auditioned with Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' Your Guardian Angel. I love the song and I wanted something a bit slower than I normally like to play for crowds of people. Considering I was asked to audition, I wanted to find a song that I liked. I don't care what people think of my music selection. Most people I know don't know the group let alone the song. I was going to audition for the talent show anyway, but hey, being asked to makes you feel special. :) This song means a lot to me. My sister first introduced me to Red Jumpsuit Apparatus a few years ago. When I was looking through their songs I found this one and it instantly became my favourite song of theirs. I wish I had the guts to sing in front of people by myself. The song would mean so much more. If I do get on the list for the talent show I'll be happy. Proud of myself. And Happy. I'll also leave the lyrics and a note for a special someone.

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm outta control and at times a little hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe

"Don't wait to tell someone how much you love, how much you care because when they're gone, no matter how loud you cry and scream, they won't be able to hear you anymore." - Unknown