So. . . I pretty much just have to show up to my school's talent show auditions to get in. I showed up andthe music teacher asked me to go first because the first two on the list were arguing over who was gonna go first. I stepped in the room and the music teacjer was the only one in there. I played until the end of the first chorus - barely to the quater mark of the song and she stopped me told me it was beautiful and typed it i on her laptop instead of the piece of looseleaf beside her. Wow. Am I that good or does my school just lack talent that they're that desperate? Can't help but say this: currently in lov with One Direction's Another World. But i also jut realised that I'm in love with them in general.

My life is crazy. My english teacher asked s to write a short story. Now, you have to understand that the story had to have three events and an ending and take into consideration that I like to write. Well, my stroy is 12 pages long and 5000 words. That's a short story, right? Talent show auditions are coming up!!! I'm going to audition with Nickelback's Far Away. I hope I get in!

Stupid homework :(

OMFG ONE DIRECTION WON A BRIT AWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It just amazed me how people never learn. They say something really rude. After a while you forgive them. A couple days go by and they do it again. Why do people have to hate me?

"Cause with you, I'd withstand, All the hell to hold your hand. I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything, But I won't give up." Far Away - Nickelback

Apology accepted. Simple as that. Along with the fact that I couldn't help smiling when he put ice down my shirt today. Alls well again in my life. For now.

I wish I knew how to fix everything. How the world worked. Life would be so much simpler. You could do what ever you wanted and if you hurt somebody you could stop time to go back and fix it. Or heal your own hurt. But then again, where's all the fun and pain in that world? Someone once told me that I could be anyone or anything I wanted. I didn't believe them because I was only a little kid. Now I start to wish that I had listened to them so could build up my self confidence and my ego so people's word's wouldn't hurt me. I'm a fast learner but I still haven't mastered how to deal with pain. Every time I feel pain I break down. I feel like I can't do it anymore. I wish it were easier. I need to pick myself up off of the ground and get a grip on reality. I can't hurt forever. But right now I feel like I could. I wish I knew how not to hurt. I seem to wish for a lot of things and they never seem to come true. I guess I just need to believe. Believe that I can forgive my friend for hurting me after calling me what he did. Believe that my life is great and there are people who love me. Believe that the people I love will realise it someday, hopefully soon. All I need to do is believe. "I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" -John Lennon

Wow. I never realised how much words can hurt. I don't my friend realises either. I question if he even really is my friend seen how he called me a whore today. I want to go die in a deep, dark hole and forget about everything and everyone around me. I really don't see how I am. What he called me, that is. I don't understand. Whether it's jealousy but I don't see why, unless it's because of my musical talent which he says is more than his but I don't think that's true. I can't think of any other reason why he would call me that. Maybe it was out of anger because of something or somebody else? Someone help me.

I miss you please come back or at least acknowledge me again.